NICOLES'LAW

UNLIKE YOU!

You dont know what you've done to me

I can never be the same......

You took me for granted

and brought shame to my name.

I remember everything like it was just yesterday

Memories......still clear in my thoughts

everynight i still get nightmares; about...

how I tried to fight you off.

 

UNLIKE YOU... this is something

that i'll never be able to forget

so dont look at me for forgiveness

because that you'll never get....

UNLIKE YOU....years from now

I could close my eyes; n still see your face

while your sitting there

trying to remember...the name

of "the girl" who sent you to "that" place.

UNLIKE YOU....whats been done has changed me

and although it can never be right....

I find the strength to be strong enough

to still live my life....

 

I look back, and think to myself;

was there anything else that I could of done?

I know I didnt do anything wrong....

It was you who was the OVERPOWERING ONE....

So here I am....dealing with

what you did to me: the best I know how.

I may not have the hang of it yet:

but I know I'll figure it out...

 

UNLIKE YOU....this is something

that ill never be able to forget

so dont look at me for forgiveness

because that....you'll never get.

UNLIKE YOU...years from now

I could close my eyes n still see your face

while your sitting there

trying to remember.....the name 

of "the girl" who sent you to "that" place.

UNLIKE YOU...whats been done has changed me

and although it can never be right

I find the strength to be strong enough

to still live my life....

 

I am NOT glad this has happened to me

but on the other hand; I am not sad....

I try my best to stay strong

and take the good with the bad.

This is something that I live with...every single day..

and I just want to let you know

even after all you've done to me

I know that I'll be okay...

 

UNLIKE YOU......this is something

that i'll never be able to forget

so dont look at me for forgiveness

because that....you'll never get....

UNLIKE YOU...years from now

I could close my eyes n still see your face

while your sitting there...

trying to remember....the name

of "THE GIRL" who sent you to "THAT" place.

UNLIKE YOU....whats been done has changed me

and although it can never be right

I find the strength to be strong enough 

to still live my life.......

-Nicole Norberto 2/13/2011

 

 

 

NEVER FORGET

My childhood has been torn to pieces,

my insides have been broken down.

I look for security but not a comforting face around.

You dont know what you have done to me,

I can never be the same.

You took me for granted and brought shame to my name.

Look at what you have turned me into,

look at what you have done to my life.

Everynight I sit and cry wishing I had a different life.

All I want to be is normal to go out at night and not be afraid,

but how can I when I still get scared just by hearing your name.  

It's like my life isnt mine anymore,

its owned by you...

you made my life an empty black hole,

and now there are so many firsts I can not now do....

I can't fall in love and say "I want him to be my first,"

because you took my virginity you brought upon me the worst.

I can't tell my daughter how magical and special my first time was.... and so much in love I was with the guy when

I first made love.

I always thought this could never happen to me,

but I guess I was wrong.....

Because one minute I had something so special....

and the next it was gone........

-Nicole Norberto   10/03

 

 

TRUTH BEHIND THE SMILE

There is so much more to me

than what alot of people may see;

yeah they see the way I act and

the things I do......

but they never see the real me.

They never see the sad words

that are hidden behind my smile,

or the tears that fall down every nite;

that are hidden behind my blue eyes.

They never stop and think about

what I might be feeling inside,

they just look at me and think to themselves

"look she is smileing, she must be alright."

Well I am not alright,

and I am not ok,

but sure I will make it, someday......

And I am not doing good,

and I am not the way I seem, but oneday Ill 

wake up from this horrible dream.

One day it might be too late, 

and they will all say,

"but she was such a happy girl,

why did it end this way?"

And I'll simply reply.........

I was just a happy girl that wished her life away...

-Nicole Norberto    3/4/2004